read me your scripture and I will twist it show me your wrists and I kiss and kiss it Red hot chilli peppers, 21st century(more…)

Category: Letters
Decision Making
Today is a good day. And it’ is because I choose so. Despite the bad moments that inevitably occurred, I pick to remember the pleasant(more…)
Failures and Mistakes
Išnaudoti savo teisę į pohui – Use your right to not give a fuck” Oleg Šurajev We all make many mistakes in our lives.(more…)
Being Hot or Cold
I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot. So, because you are lukewarm, and neither(more…)
Demons love expectations
Demons love expectations You have to fight. You have to fight the illness. What does that even mean to fight? Take the medicine on time?(more…)
Expectations – the Highway to Unhappiness
We hope that the world will pan out well for us and that some of the fairytales will happen in our lives. Hope. Hope is(more…)
13 reasons why it’s worth watching 13 reasons why
Note: I do not recommend this TV show to people suffering from a severe depression meaning being suicidal. Leave it for later, better work on(more…)
One Thing a Day
Some time ago, when I was in real darkness fighting my depression, I could spend long periods of time just doing absolutely nothing throughout an(more…)
Choosing What to Believe In
It’s been a bit over a year now since my diagnosis of severe depression, anxiety disorder, and PTSD. Soon will be a year when I(more…)